wow, i thought i am the quiet and soft one?
anyway, i don't like Vikings' clothing, haha!
ohh and please gimmi a big lollipop instead of the heavy ax.
my demand is to make my float to a flowery tube, preferably pink, hot pink!
(x

when i fell in love with you..

lucky is not the word.

(:      just glad you're here.

when i found you,

that profound love,

the pound of my heart,

turning around my thought,

to be bound in your love. 

love,

yang. 

hmmmm........

i just want to know you, more and deep.

but i know i won't be able to do that.

love,

yang.

just feel like painting something for you.

lol, believe it or not, this is my 1st time actually created something out of paint.

don't know why, just feel like painting something in paint, so..

haha.

you do know, don't you?

but why?

love,

yang.

i'd love to be your angel, in fact, i'd die for making myself your angel.

yang has been promoted to the driving kid, haha, epic! (:

toddler(s) in the car, please drive carefully or we/i bite, heeh.

you may have a crush on mi, but not my car, xD

love,

  yang the driving kid.

there are times, i want to hold your hands so badly,
 but i can't, feel my hands.

there are times, i want to just hug you so badly,
 but i can't, feel my temperature.

there are times, i want to kiss you so badly,
 but i can't, feel my lips.

there are times, i want to be there for you so badly,
 but i can't, feel mi.

there are times, i want to protect you so badly,
 but i can't, feel strength.

there are times, i want to see you so badly,
 but i can't, feel my eyes.

there are times, i want to touch you so badly,
 but i can't, feel my love.

there are times, i want to talk to you so badly,
 but i can't, feel my voice.

there are times, i want to walk with you so badly,
 but i can't, feel my legs.

there are times, in fact, every time, my dearest, that i want to be together with you, to share my life with you, to love you with all my heart and to let you know that, to take away all your sorrows, pains and everything grey,
but i can't, i know, i am a worthless jerk, a useless bastard, the son of a bitch that shouldn't exist at all.

i know i can't say sorry enough, i can't do enough to make up for that,
but i just want you to know, no matter what happen, there is someone in this cold bad world, who loves you and will never leave you nor forsake you.

though he is good for nothing, though he has nothing, though he is so bad, though he has hurt so many ones, though he is a failure,
he loves you, maybe this is the only one thing in his life makes him proud of himself and makes him so happy that he can't remember what sorrows he has been through.

the only hope he ever have,
is from loving you.

be happy, my love and never forget, i love you, i always do.

he can never wish enough.

love,

yang aka the jerk.

are you hurt?

cuz i just saw you fell from heaven.

heaven must be missing one of their angels.

are you a sugar bag?

cuz you're so sweet.

are you the north pole?

cuz i am so in your magnetic field.

are you tired?

cuz you've been running through my mind.

are you the wanted person?

cuz i miss you so much.

are you my leg?

cuz i want to walk you to the end of this world.

are you my heart?

cuz i hear loud heart-beating everytime i near you.

are you here, my dear.

love,

yang.

primary fear and desire are not mine.

hey you stranger, how are you doing there, my dear?

am quite sure you can handle yourself well and good at there.

how's the weather there?

getting warmer already huh, sure smells good out there right?

seen your favourite flower blossoms everywhere yet?

i hope i can grow your favourite all around my garden, wouldn't it be wonderful if so?

miss the old days when we played together anywhere we like.

miss every single of your cute gesture,

the speaking tone of yours makes my day,

miss the way you laugh and the way you make mi laugh.

miss the time when i was playing with your hair,

and those days when we were chasing each other.

miss how you make mi smile even when i'm in the worst mood ever,

you won't know it's you that make mi smile and laugh that sometimes i didn't notice and when you ask mi about it, i'll just say nothing.

miss how you touch mi and make my heart melt.

miss the way you stare angrily at mi and it's so rather comforting that i've never felt that way before.

miss the times i was calling your name again and again.

miss the way you keep mi when everyone else abandon mi,

miss the way you handle my wound that i actually feel so much better,

miss when you keep reminding mi to take my medication until you yourself have forgotten to take your own.

miss those evenings you wake mi up and i pretend to be still sleeping.

miss the way you look at mi and i so want to look back at you but i just not dare enough.

miss when you're doing something seriously,

miss those days when i miss you but knowing that you're just some kilometers from mi and i'll see you soon.

miss those moments how excited i feel before meeting you.

miss you, i do...

by the way, have you fed yourself regularly?

do take your meals no matter how busy you are ya?

drink plenty of water ya?

don't make yourself sick and make mi sad and worry.

any help, anytime, love.

muack dear, sleep tight and dream sweet.

hugs.  

how can i not care about you?

i love you and i want you to know.

kisses,

yang.

it's all worth the fuss.

love,

yang

run, make an escape.

stop, make an end.

love, make an inn.

i'm begging you.

yours forever,

yang.

when it all comes,

all together,

that you will no longer see,

but look into the heart of the seas,

the love which will never cease,

or cause disease.

lo.ve,

yang.

lol, seriously, am i?

i don't think so.

when the road tastes less crispy, i catch a cold.

it is never blossoms for mi,

and never will it be,

cause this is mi we're talking about.

love,

yang.

life is a wonderful rhythm, it's just the lyrics messed the hell up.

play it or blame it.

love,

yang.

eenie meenie miney moe,

touching your foot by ya toe,

if i ever will let go,

let it not be when i breathe.

sunk in the warm bath in the thoughts of you,

i feel like never stepping out the lovely bath tub,

ever,

if i could,

i will die in the tub,

trust mi,

i will.

please don't say anything, just hold mi tight and never let go.

i miss you.

love,

yang

What Internal Organ Are You?



liver hmm... liver is good huh?
phew it's not the lung heeh.
if you're chinese...
though i somehow like the word lung in chinese when it is used in some descriptions of mi.
xD

deep fry mi in the blue.

hide and seek.

love,

yang

天，

浮在一大片棉花云上。

云，

虽一手遮天。

又有谁知道她的难处，

有谁知道对他的思念，

落了地，

成了海。

因她对他的爱，

滋长了花草木。

草，

因爱绿了身。

花，

因爱穿了红。

海之深何之有啊！

泪跳了海酿了咸。

盐藏入岩石谷间。

无影无踪，

无可追寻。

上下不可求，

人且懂其蕴之意也。

哀哉，意伤了，

何谓情爱！

若非囊中之物。

爱唉！

天灭地绝，

永存之，

不失之，

何为之。

眠草，

雾花，

天晓之。

爱之晶，

洋。

unpredictable is my middle name (:

end of this letter or whatsoever and my life.

thanks God, it has actually came to an end, at last.

shall we never meet again,

whom shall not be remembered.

it's rather difficult, to be one like mi.

十二月一日

每年的今天，屋里的风铃都会响起，

就像与风有所约定，

这天，

它一如往常地守约，

只是今年没了俏皮可爱的你，

挂着如蜜的迷人笑脸，

哼着只属于你我的歌，

一蹦一跳地舞出你的幸福，

穿越我家的客厅，

走入我的房里，

掀起窗帘，

来到我床边，

低下身子，

轻轻吻了我的脸，

兴奋地说，

起床啦小傻猪，猜猜看今天是什么日子，

正当我要把答案说出口时，

我醒了，
我才发现，

屋子里空荡荡的，

我的眼里只有灰色，

我想我也成了灰色，

心碎的声音，

掉下的眼泪，

灰色的希望，

失去的爱人，

蜡烛，

灭了，

烟，

消了，

我，

没了。

也许，也许，

这些根本不曾存在，

从前的今天，

你，

我，

这一切的一切，

或许根本不曾存在吧。

永远忘不了你的我，

洋。

ask the bartender, she knows.

you can't hold her any longer, says yang to yang.

never ever will i, i know what to know.

when my heart went scattered.

i know the dread which is haunting me.

love,

yang

yang feels so dried up.   )':

when can it be?

am in the lows of my life.

sadding,

yang

how i wish for holidays to come, to see you once more.

last christmas has been seared on my heart.

miss you, need you.

yang 

poor cute little tiny eggiie ):

xD

don't EVER try to break mi like that!

love,

yang

wow, i thought i am the quiet and soft one?
anyway, i don't like Vikings' clothing, haha!
ohh and please gimmi a big lollipop instead of the heavy ax.
my demand is to make my float to a flowery tube, preferably pink, hot pink!
(x

when i fell in love with you..

lucky is not the word.

(:      just glad you're here.

when i found you,

that profound love,

the pound of my heart,

turning around my thought,

to be bound in your love. 

love,

yang. 

hmmmm........

i just want to know you, more and deep.

but i know i won't be able to do that.

love,

yang.

just feel like painting something for you.

lol, believe it or not, this is my 1st time actually created something out of paint.

don't know why, just feel like painting something in paint, so..

haha.

you do know, don't you?

but why?

love,

yang.

i'd love to be your angel, in fact, i'd die for making myself your angel.

yang has been promoted to the driving kid, haha, epic! (:

toddler(s) in the car, please drive carefully or we/i bite, heeh.

you may have a crush on mi, but not my car, xD

love,

  yang the driving kid.

there are times, i want to hold your hands so badly,
 but i can't, feel my hands.

there are times, i want to just hug you so badly,
 but i can't, feel my temperature.

there are times, i want to kiss you so badly,
 but i can't, feel my lips.

there are times, i want to be there for you so badly,
 but i can't, feel mi.

there are times, i want to protect you so badly,
 but i can't, feel strength.

there are times, i want to see you so badly,
 but i can't, feel my eyes.

there are times, i want to touch you so badly,
 but i can't, feel my love.

there are times, i want to talk to you so badly,
 but i can't, feel my voice.

there are times, i want to walk with you so badly,
 but i can't, feel my legs.

there are times, in fact, every time, my dearest, that i want to be together with you, to share my life with you, to love you with all my heart and to let you know that, to take away all your sorrows, pains and everything grey,
but i can't, i know, i am a worthless jerk, a useless bastard, the son of a bitch that shouldn't exist at all.

i know i can't say sorry enough, i can't do enough to make up for that,
but i just want you to know, no matter what happen, there is someone in this cold bad world, who loves you and will never leave you nor forsake you.

though he is good for nothing, though he has nothing, though he is so bad, though he has hurt so many ones, though he is a failure,
he loves you, maybe this is the only one thing in his life makes him proud of himself and makes him so happy that he can't remember what sorrows he has been through.

the only hope he ever have,
is from loving you.

be happy, my love and never forget, i love you, i always do.

he can never wish enough.

love,

yang aka the jerk.

are you hurt?

cuz i just saw you fell from heaven.

heaven must be missing one of their angels.

are you a sugar bag?

cuz you're so sweet.

are you the north pole?

cuz i am so in your magnetic field.

are you tired?

cuz you've been running through my mind.

are you the wanted person?

cuz i miss you so much.

are you my leg?

cuz i want to walk you to the end of this world.

are you my heart?

cuz i hear loud heart-beating everytime i near you.

are you here, my dear.

love,

yang.

primary fear and desire are not mine.

hey you stranger, how are you doing there, my dear?

am quite sure you can handle yourself well and good at there.

how's the weather there?

getting warmer already huh, sure smells good out there right?

seen your favourite flower blossoms everywhere yet?

i hope i can grow your favourite all around my garden, wouldn't it be wonderful if so?

miss the old days when we played together anywhere we like.

miss every single of your cute gesture,

the speaking tone of yours makes my day,

miss the way you laugh and the way you make mi laugh.

miss the time when i was playing with your hair,

and those days when we were chasing each other.

miss how you make mi smile even when i'm in the worst mood ever,

you won't know it's you that make mi smile and laugh that sometimes i didn't notice and when you ask mi about it, i'll just say nothing.

miss how you touch mi and make my heart melt.

miss the way you stare angrily at mi and it's so rather comforting that i've never felt that way before.

miss the times i was calling your name again and again.

miss the way you keep mi when everyone else abandon mi,

miss the way you handle my wound that i actually feel so much better,

miss when you keep reminding mi to take my medication until you yourself have forgotten to take your own.

miss those evenings you wake mi up and i pretend to be still sleeping.

miss the way you look at mi and i so want to look back at you but i just not dare enough.

miss when you're doing something seriously,

miss those days when i miss you but knowing that you're just some kilometers from mi and i'll see you soon.

miss those moments how excited i feel before meeting you.

miss you, i do...

by the way, have you fed yourself regularly?

do take your meals no matter how busy you are ya?

drink plenty of water ya?

don't make yourself sick and make mi sad and worry.

any help, anytime, love.

muack dear, sleep tight and dream sweet.

hugs.  

how can i not care about you?

i love you and i want you to know.

kisses,

yang.

it's all worth the fuss.

love,

yang

run, make an escape.

stop, make an end.

love, make an inn.

i'm begging you.

yours forever,

yang.

when it all comes,

all together,

that you will no longer see,

but look into the heart of the seas,

the love which will never cease,

or cause disease.

lo.ve,

yang.

lol, seriously, am i?

i don't think so.

when the road tastes less crispy, i catch a cold.

it is never blossoms for mi,

and never will it be,

cause this is mi we're talking about.

love,

yang.

life is a wonderful rhythm, it's just the lyrics messed the hell up.

play it or blame it.

love,

yang.

eenie meenie miney moe,

touching your foot by ya toe,

if i ever will let go,

let it not be when i breathe.

sunk in the warm bath in the thoughts of you,

i feel like never stepping out the lovely bath tub,

ever,

if i could,

i will die in the tub,

trust mi,

i will.

please don't say anything, just hold mi tight and never let go.

i miss you.

love,

yang

What Internal Organ Are You?



liver hmm... liver is good huh?
phew it's not the lung heeh.
if you're chinese...
though i somehow like the word lung in chinese when it is used in some descriptions of mi.
xD

deep fry mi in the blue.

hide and seek.

love,

yang

天，

浮在一大片棉花云上。

云，

虽一手遮天。

又有谁知道她的难处，

有谁知道对他的思念，

落了地，

成了海。

因她对他的爱，

滋长了花草木。

草，

因爱绿了身。

花，

因爱穿了红。

海之深何之有啊！

泪跳了海酿了咸。

盐藏入岩石谷间。

无影无踪，

无可追寻。

上下不可求，

人且懂其蕴之意也。

哀哉，意伤了，

何谓情爱！

若非囊中之物。

爱唉！

天灭地绝，

永存之，

不失之，

何为之。

眠草，

雾花，

天晓之。

爱之晶，

洋。

unpredictable is my middle name (:

end of this letter or whatsoever and my life.

thanks God, it has actually came to an end, at last.

shall we never meet again,

whom shall not be remembered.

it's rather difficult, to be one like mi.

十二月一日

每年的今天，屋里的风铃都会响起，

就像与风有所约定，

这天，

它一如往常地守约，

只是今年没了俏皮可爱的你，

挂着如蜜的迷人笑脸，

哼着只属于你我的歌，

一蹦一跳地舞出你的幸福，

穿越我家的客厅，

走入我的房里，

掀起窗帘，

来到我床边，

低下身子，

轻轻吻了我的脸，

兴奋地说，

起床啦小傻猪，猜猜看今天是什么日子，

正当我要把答案说出口时，

我醒了，
我才发现，

屋子里空荡荡的，

我的眼里只有灰色，

我想我也成了灰色，

心碎的声音，

掉下的眼泪，

灰色的希望，

失去的爱人，

蜡烛，

灭了，

烟，

消了，

我，

没了。

也许，也许，

这些根本不曾存在，

从前的今天，

你，

我，

这一切的一切，

或许根本不曾存在吧。

永远忘不了你的我，

洋。

ask the bartender, she knows.

you can't hold her any longer, says yang to yang.

never ever will i, i know what to know.

when my heart went scattered.

i know the dread which is haunting me.

love,

yang

yang feels so dried up.   )':

when can it be?

am in the lows of my life.

sadding,

yang

how i wish for holidays to come, to see you once more.

last christmas has been seared on my heart.

miss you, need you.

yang 

poor cute little tiny eggiie ):

xD

don't EVER try to break mi like that!

love,

yang

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