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will made without a lawyer / such a relieve i am released
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4:08 AM
Friday, April 9, 2010  someday, when i was gone, i wish the someday will be coming soon, you must be strong. i just want you to know, before the day actually comes, that i love you just in the very first month we met each other, officially. days go by and the deeper i'm in love with you, until one day i begun to feel sick by the fact that i am still breathing. i'll be watching over you, wherever i'll be going, that i won't leave you alone. at least i'm not gonna hurt you when i was lying under the ground and not breathing right? meeting you, spending time with you, breathing the same air in the same room with you is the best thing that ever happened in my damned life. i'll be lying to you if i tell you that i am not afraid of death, but if it's for you, somehow, i feel happy and blithe instead. that's silly right? that's what i am, or maybe who i am. i do want to protect you, to look after you, to be with you whenever, wherever it is, but i guess it's better, hell lot better that i do them in a distance, a real distance. i've lots to tell you, even more to do, to spend time with you, but let's cut it short. you know, knowing you is the only thing on this whole frigging world which has made my life worth living. remember, i will always love you and be there for you even if i am dead and you can't see mi anymore. end of this letter or whatsoever and my life. thanks God, it has actually came to an end, at last. shall we never meet again, whom shall not be remembered. |
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