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stone above the sky.
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3:47 AM
Friday, April 16, 2010 all these that was and is and will be happening to mi is so very tiring, sickening and of course, saddening. to add salt to the darn deep wound, i've expected them. you will never know how wrong would it feels like when you're right. well, i know i shouldn't say these things anymore, cuz that's what history textbooks did and never need i tell you what are the effects. but i just couldn't help but feel, and i have to express in somewhere, even though it will not contain any farther details. just feelings, and i can quite assure you, the truth has been and will be told in this very space. i hope, despite how i hated hope, still, these kinda things i will not need to post them here anymore. if only you get what i mean, love. if only you get what i mean. have you any ideas how it feels like when you get tired and worn out at your life, you feel extremely sleepy but you're experiencing some sort of intensive insomnia that even sleeping pills no longer works? i tell you, this is one of the many descriptions on how i feel exactly now. you wouldn't understand, i know and i don't expect you to. it is terribly horrible when you understand what i understood, which i will picture you as an awful idiot if you even think about understanding it. by the way, this kinda understanding, fortunately, is strictly copyrighted to mi and only mi. and not a soul on earth even not on earth deserves that understanding. kinda glad i am the only one with it. but it's sorry that i couldn't even end my life. when it all comes, all together, that you will no longer see, but look into the heart of the seas, the love which will never cease, or cause disease. lo.ve, yang. |
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