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i just can't and i hate myself.
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3:07 AM
Thursday, April 22, 2010 there are times, i want to hold your hands so badly, but i can't, feel my hands. there are times, i want to just hug you so badly, but i can't, feel my temperature. there are times, i want to kiss you so badly, but i can't, feel my lips. there are times, i want to be there for you so badly, but i can't, feel mi. there are times, i want to protect you so badly, but i can't, feel strength. there are times, i want to see you so badly, but i can't, feel my eyes. there are times, i want to touch you so badly, but i can't, feel my love. there are times, i want to talk to you so badly, but i can't, feel my voice. there are times, i want to walk with you so badly, but i can't, feel my legs. there are times, in fact, every time, my dearest, that i want to be together with you, to share my life with you, to love you with all my heart and to let you know that, to take away all your sorrows, pains and everything grey, but i can't, i know, i am a worthless jerk, a useless bastard, the son of a bitch that shouldn't exist at all. i know i can't say sorry enough, i can't do enough to make up for that, but i just want you to know, no matter what happen, there is someone in this cold bad world, who loves you and will never leave you nor forsake you. though he is good for nothing, though he has nothing, though he is so bad, though he has hurt so many ones, though he is a failure, he loves you, maybe this is the only one thing in his life makes him proud of himself and makes him so happy that he can't remember what sorrows he has been through. the only hope he ever have, is from loving you. be happy, my love and never forget, i love you, i always do. he can never wish enough. love, yang aka the jerk. |
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