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3:45 AM
Wednesday, March 24, 2010 i wanted a family, to form a family so much since i first met you.. kids, noises, you, mi, home, yahh a place i can call it home. family, is most likely another dream of mine which will never become a reality, but still how i wish i didn't and won't wake up from my dream or dreams you'd say. okay guys, i've been watching this warm-happy-wonderful-love bound-family series, medium lately. i don't really believe at seeing a dead or whatsoever, i'm a christian, for your knowledge. i take it in a metaphoric way. but the warmth and the air of a family, just fills mi when i am watching this series, it saddens mi a lot, thinking i will never have one. i know how it sounds, the whole post i mean, you must think 'what?! you are barely even 21! family?! LOL! what on earth have gotten into you??' ha! you've got mi. i don't know either, maybe i just needed the warmth, the security, the support, someone to be there for mi, someone to love with and to be loved by someone. lol, it's middle of the night and i am starving and struggling with the idea of frying myself an egg. so, maybe,... when the night falls and you're all alone, whatever strikes you, you have got no idea. love, family-wanting and family-less guy, yang. |
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